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So now its almost the end of the semester n i have tons of work to do but i cant get this one guy out of my head its edwin but i call him eddie n he is an awesome guy who i have so many things in common n were just so comfortable wit each other n can talk about almost anything. He is passionate about his career and his family n culture which is the same as mine. We can understand where we each have come from and where we want to go and issues tht have come up in each of our life and i'm scared to hope even though my heart has already started too. I'm scared tht i'll fall for him like i have done so many times before n been hurt by them. I'm trying not to care so much but wht can i do when my heart n soul is lonely and longing for a partner in my life. And here i found this man that has so much potential of being an amazing match with me so how can i not start to hope n wish.. idk how do i distract myself n not think about this person.. i'm so confused n filled with emotions but yet again wht is new