honestly idk what to do so i'm going to do she told me to do n its blog about my feelings. so my best friend n i had a fight which all came about cuz i need someone to talk to n everyone else had either turned their backs or was part of what i needed to talk about. i needed to let out my issues about my parents, sister, friends, n well guys. she was gin through sum stuff herself but i had been there for her so i was hoping for the same but she turned her back on me like everyone else n i was hurt. so after a few days of asking for alil of her time n getttign refused i got even more upset than i was so when she said how r u one day i gave her attitude n she let her anger out on me n it got ugly. n somethings she said really shocked n hurt me tht she could say or think of me in tht way. n just cuz my issues seem small to u they arent to me n tht hurt more. we havent talked in a month n on n off i think about her. its been 4 yrs of being best friends and it hurts tht it seems to have ended but idk if she even cares. it been bothering n i try to ignore it n push th feelings away but its so hard.
How do u let go of a person tht was part of ur family?
how can i get rid of the hurt?
how do i stop wishing she was here when i'm out doing something tht i kno she would like to do?
how do i stop worrying if she's ok?
i part of me wants to fix things but last time things got like this i fixed it n i kinda want her to step forward n let me kno she cares about me too. tht she cherishes our sisterhood like i do.
so world u tell me what i should do?
