Saturday, June 20, 2009
i've been in the funkiest moods today. i've felt lonely alot today. i miss my friends like crazy cuz i havent really seen them. n my sis is out to my cuzin's house. my sis n i we have our issues but recently she has become an important part of my life n not having her around has gottent o me i guess. i really dont kno wth is wrong with me. but i do kno i miss the special ppl in my life that bring smiles to my face n life. i think i just need this rain to stop n hang ot wit them. n also my period should be coming soon tht migth be it too (too much info too some but w.e) well tht it for now...
Friday, June 19, 2009
Ugh..Guys.....
well as i said in the other blog theres this guy named eric that i'm currently talkin to n well i was pretty happy n was starting to open up n trust him a bit and thinking this might actually work. for wht was thttttt. he had invited me to go out to the movies last night but i thought its was a bit too soon n said no n then awi had invited me to come sleepover n have movie night. so i told him that n he was cool n he was still goin to the movies. the thing is i figured he wouldn't go by himself tht i kno but what i didn't kno it was goin to be wit a gurl. not saying i'm syuper jealious cuz i'm not especially that we just started talking but my shit is by upfront n honest cuz i hate when dudes start play fuckin games omggggg.
before this when we were talking he asked me if i was talking to anyone else and i honestly said yes 1 other guy tht i've been talking to for a few weeks. (the thing wit this guy is that he too has been playing games recently so i've been distancing myself from him a bit.) then i asked him n he said honestly he wasn't i was the only gurl is was talking to. so i was like ok cool. to be honest it did make me feel lsafer n that i can get to kno him n not worry so much but then i can have foolish thoughts like that cuz i am a romantic n that usually back fires one me.
so then last night i call him cuz he hadn't responded to my texts which he usually does n he picks up n i was like whats up n i was just calling cuz u hadn't responded to my text n i was wondering wht u up to. well he like about to see the movie..i was like its 11:29 it doesn't start till 12:01 (in my head i'm like previews does not half an hour before the movie) he's like i gotta go n it felt like he was like i gotta go n it seemed like he had to go cuz he was it someone so i said ok w.e have fun on ur date n hung up. then like half an hour later he texts sorry n i texted back for what? n about 2 hours later he said idk just cuz. which i didnt' end up reading till 3 cuz i knocked out watch a movie. which then i went n called him n said y u sorry n he's like cuz u seemed upset n i'm sorry i'm like w.e cuz i'm annoyed now..i was like who did u go wit to the movies cuz i kno u didn't go alone he like yea i wouldn't go alone (and all through out this i hear a gurl in the background being pretty loud) he's like i went wit a friend i was like wit a gurl n he was quiet that answeredd it all n he admitted yea wit a gurl n said i gotta go to bed now i was pissed the fuck off at this point i was like out have fun wit ur date n hung up. 20 mins later i texted him n said thanks for being honest from the get go..n turned off my fone cuz i left my charger at home n i didn't want it to die
so this morning when i wake up i turn my fone on n i get a text from him from last night it says well she not a blend gurl lol....i kno her n i wasn't gonna watch i movie by myself..i'm sorry but tht just pissed me off more omggg.
1. i knew he wasn't goint o go by himself
2. i dont care if he went wit a gurl
3. i wouldnt care if she was a blend date which idk wtf tht is
what i do care about is that he wasnt up front wit me about it from the get go when i first called him. he could of told me hey can't talk i decided to go to the movies wit this gurl i kno ttyl.. thats it end of convo i would of understood that. sure honestly that would of bothered me sum but it would of sure been better than all this drama....
my one question is why the fcuk do guys have to play games all the time?...maybe i need to finish my steve harvey book to find out...
before this when we were talking he asked me if i was talking to anyone else and i honestly said yes 1 other guy tht i've been talking to for a few weeks. (the thing wit this guy is that he too has been playing games recently so i've been distancing myself from him a bit.) then i asked him n he said honestly he wasn't i was the only gurl is was talking to. so i was like ok cool. to be honest it did make me feel lsafer n that i can get to kno him n not worry so much but then i can have foolish thoughts like that cuz i am a romantic n that usually back fires one me.
so then last night i call him cuz he hadn't responded to my texts which he usually does n he picks up n i was like whats up n i was just calling cuz u hadn't responded to my text n i was wondering wht u up to. well he like about to see the movie..i was like its 11:29 it doesn't start till 12:01 (in my head i'm like previews does not half an hour before the movie) he's like i gotta go n it felt like he was like i gotta go n it seemed like he had to go cuz he was it someone so i said ok w.e have fun on ur date n hung up. then like half an hour later he texts sorry n i texted back for what? n about 2 hours later he said idk just cuz. which i didnt' end up reading till 3 cuz i knocked out watch a movie. which then i went n called him n said y u sorry n he's like cuz u seemed upset n i'm sorry i'm like w.e cuz i'm annoyed now..i was like who did u go wit to the movies cuz i kno u didn't go alone he like yea i wouldn't go alone (and all through out this i hear a gurl in the background being pretty loud) he's like i went wit a friend i was like wit a gurl n he was quiet that answeredd it all n he admitted yea wit a gurl n said i gotta go to bed now i was pissed the fuck off at this point i was like out have fun wit ur date n hung up. 20 mins later i texted him n said thanks for being honest from the get go..n turned off my fone cuz i left my charger at home n i didn't want it to die
so this morning when i wake up i turn my fone on n i get a text from him from last night it says well she not a blend gurl lol....i kno her n i wasn't gonna watch i movie by myself..i'm sorry but tht just pissed me off more omggg.
1. i knew he wasn't goint o go by himself
2. i dont care if he went wit a gurl
3. i wouldnt care if she was a blend date which idk wtf tht is
what i do care about is that he wasnt up front wit me about it from the get go when i first called him. he could of told me hey can't talk i decided to go to the movies wit this gurl i kno ttyl.. thats it end of convo i would of understood that. sure honestly that would of bothered me sum but it would of sure been better than all this drama....
my one question is why the fcuk do guys have to play games all the time?...maybe i need to finish my steve harvey book to find out...
Thursday, June 18, 2009
hi world
well this is my first blog and my bff awi conviced me to do this. I was thinking if i should blog because i do need a place i can leave my thoughts, ideas n hopes so i guess here it is.
...well theres this guy i'm talking to named erci n he's really sweet n he seems like he likes me n i'm starting to like him..and maybe soon we either go on a date or hang out...kinda anxious to do so...well besides that life is good i need to work on m report for my rediculous internship class due on tuesday and well i'm here wit awi on gurls night in...
Thats The End
......For Now
...well theres this guy i'm talking to named erci n he's really sweet n he seems like he likes me n i'm starting to like him..and maybe soon we either go on a date or hang out...kinda anxious to do so...well besides that life is good i need to work on m report for my rediculous internship class due on tuesday and well i'm here wit awi on gurls night in...
Thats The End
......For Now
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